Cinta lagi... hmmm.. Lagi2 cinta..

cik yan mmg ttp cik yan.. tk hbs2 dgn cerita cinta kan?? ape blh bt.. itu kan normal.. lumrah kan?? epilog cinta yg penuh kelukaan pn ade.. hmmm.. mcm2 ade.. eh, cik yan suka lah lagu ni.. lagu hafiz dgn dato' CT.. muara hati yg jd OST adam n hawa tuhh.. smhow.. i feel so connected with d lyrics.. cheewahh.. ahaha.. k lah lyn video ni ye.. cik yan pn nak lyn perasaan sampai perasannn.. ahahahaha

Cinta terpisah ruang waktu
Tetap cinta bersatu dalam hatiku
Walau raga kita tak mungkin bersama
Ku yakini hati kan tetap setia

Ku percaya ke mana pun kau berjalan
Suara cinta menuntunmu kepadaku
Kerna bila cinta sudah bersenandung
Takkan terpisah hati

Demi cinta dalam hatimu
Ku yakin engkau untukku
Meski jejak pisahkan kita
Cinta kan bawa kembali padamu

Aku ada kerna engkau ada
Tercipta hatiku hanyalah untukmu
Jalanku pertunjuk padamu
Ke mana pun kan pasti kembali...

i didn't insert the last para of d lyric bcos bl sampai kat dat part.. i was wonderin' are u sure dat "ke mana pun kan pasti kembali?"

danggg!! tb2 cik yan rs not sure lah kawan.. jd klu tk sure mcm mn nk merasuk kan?? entahlah.. ssh nk ckp lah.. tk pyh ckp lah kan.. itu lbh baik.. it's time 4 me 2 stop tinkin' perhaps.. sudah2 lah tuhh.. haihhh

mengeluh jek cik yan ni.. tak baik lahh.. itupun tk tau kan.. biarlah cik yan terjun dgn labu2nya yek.. ahahaha.. oklah chowcincau, babai ^_^

Mungkinkah Cinta...

Menjengah blog dh jd mcm rutin pulak.. wlpn tk meninggalkan sbrg coretan.. i just do blog walking.. jln2.. intai2 blog org.. jd silent reader.. *ampunnn.. punyalah mls nk komen ke hape ke kn.. Lately ni cik yan rs mcm tk btl skit.. lps tu post psl cinta lah.. apelah.. pokoknya yg berkisar psl cinta jek lah.. dr kisah2 cinta yg dh berkubur sampailah kisah cinta yg baru berputik.. ishh, geli lah pulak.. hahaha.. cinta yang baru bertapak lah ye.. tk bape nk geli sgt.. hehe.. *suke ati ko lah yan!

oklah, ckp psl cinta.. mmg cik yan tk nafikan bl lps2 clash mmg tk ingin nk bercinta lg.. tk heran pn, klu blh cik yan ungkapkn begitu.. mmg tk heran sbb dh serik konon2 nya.. infact bl cik yan wrote on my earlier entry i did promise that i'll write on my Love Story ~ Part 2, 3, 4 and so on.. hahaha.. punyalah byk kn?? tkdelah byk.. byk yg hampeh jek.. tp feel tu blm dtg laa.. mls pn ye nk flash back memory ni.. silap2 tkde langsung psl entri2 tu.. hahaha.. mmg hampehlah cik yan ni..

anyway, psl cinta & prsn ni mmg ssh di duga kn? mulut ckp tk suka tp hati dh suka pn ssh juga.. mulut ckp dh serik tp hati merelakan. adooiii, mmg parah.. Nak dijadikan cerita recently bl ade org approach cik yan, mmg tk terkesan sgt sbb kt still tot of those past love history yg amat2 menyakitkan & memilukan.. eh, dh jd mcm lagu ezad plak.. hahaha

But how 2 say.. hmmm.. lbh kurang mcm giving him and me a chance lah.. to love & be loved.. takut sbnrnya tapi cik yan mencuba dgn gigih utk rs bahagia.. apepn yg berlaku cik yan mmg harap spaya cik yan jd lbh kuat, lbh tabah & percaya Tuhan mmg sygkn cik yan.. insyaallah..

At this moment i tot of this song :

 Kembali – Akim/Stacy

Berangan2 sekejap kan?? ape jelah cik yan.. & i blv he is most probably singing ths song.. klu dia tk nyanyi pn.. tp dia ckp mcm ni lah lbh kurang.. hehe.. alah, lagu ni:

Babak Cinta - Tengku Adil


ahahahaha... perasanlah sgt cik yan.. tp, suka2 jugak.. beringat2 jugak kn.. hopefully i dnt hv 2 be in dis song:

Pelangi Senja - Stacy

Adooii.. klu sampai jd cmni cmne ekh?? haihhh.. mungkin ms tu i'll put kesinambungan ceritera cinta kot.. i'll pray for happiness.. i really pray for it.. amin2 Ya Allah..

~The End~ ^^,

Hati oh Hati...

i know that i've put my entry on WW earlier.. itu cik yan tau.. but it just that i feel smthg is not rite.. yup, sthg is certainly not rite wif my heart.. ada suka, tp ada juga duka.. ada senda, tp ada juga luka.. hati oh hati.. bertabahlah dikau wlu apa pn yg terjadi.. recently i watched samarinda slot @TV3.. Titled: Saiful Nita.. i blv still on air bcoz i hardly had d chance 2 watch it.. i like d song they played.. it really suits my feelin' at dis moment of time.. it explains sumhow.. haihhh 

semudah cukup hatiku dilukai sekian lama rasa tak dihargai

sampai bila harus aku menanti saat indah setelah dikau pergi

inginku hapus semua rasa mencengkam ini

hanya padamu ku meminta aku pasrah

hilangkan rasa gundahku hilangkan rasa dukakku

hilangkanlah segalanya ku tak ingin sakit lagi

hilangkan kekosonganku hilangkan keasinganku

hilangkanlah segalanya ku tak ingin lara lagi
hilangkanlah segalanya
ku menanti saat sinar mentari ku menanti cahaya dalam hati
inginku gapai bintang yang gemerlapan agar terang jiwa yang kegelapan
inginku hapus semua rasa mencengkam ini
hanya padamu ku meminta aku pasrah..

Ye.. cik yan mmg pasrah.. pasrah pd yang Maha Esa.. semoga dia sentiasa melindungi hamba yang lemah lagi kerdil ini.. amin2.. ya rabb.. ;)

Wordless Wednesday

My Daily Routine

Pinky Wednesday ~ Me & my Mr. S

i'm lovin' it!!

Hai2!! ohoho.. seems mcm hr ni tkde keje pulak.. pdhal bru post smlm ckp bz.. membuhong pn agak2 lah cik yan ooitt.. hehe.. tkde, slalu mmg bz tp hr ni lbh kpd discussion & appointment day.. so far i've attended 5 clients.. kira ok ape.. ni wktu tea-break.. i tak drink tea.. but i update my blog aje.. hehe.. Anyway, seSukA Hati cik yan jek kan nk ltk title PINKY WEDNESDAY.. it shd be wordless lah cik yan.. hehe.. mmglah kan.. tp klu wordless, tk blh ckp apa2.. mcm mn nk stori-mori kn.. So, tkde lah apa yg menarik sgt psl pinky wednesday ni.. cm hr ni cik yan pakai pink kaler.. slalu black & white jek.. dull & kdg2 bosan gak tgk kaler tahi cicak tu kn.. hehe.. so hr ni smpat lah melaram baju raya tu hr yg tema pink tu kn.. kbtulan pulak cik yan dpt new pressie utk my extended version of my belated besday.. Samsung Galaxy Note yg hbt tu.. *haruslah teruja kn?? hahaha.. i name it Mr. S.. i love my Mr. S soo much.. its so convy & its so lah great to be wif my Mr. S all d time.. sgt suka dia.. sgt syg dia.. & 4 tht i choose pink leather s dia punya body protection.. tk mo dia calar2 kn.. handle wif care gitu.. almaklum FRAGILE.. hehe.. apepn,  i must say tht cik yan mmg sgt bersyukur sbb ada jugak yg sygkan cik yan.. hehe *perasan lah tu.. yelah kn, sbb dia syg dia bg pressie ni.. so, cik yan nk say TQ 4 d pressie 2 tht very intelligent & important person..hehe & i love it.. really love it.. mcm McD punya trademark 'i'm lovin' it'.. hehe

ok, itu aje utk entry kali ni.. len kali cik yan akan abide the Wordless Wednesday punya rules okeh.. till then.. bubye2! ;*



indahkah cinta???

Hai2!! its been quite a while since i last visit my own blog.. hehe.. cik yan, cik yan.. ape pon tk bole.. mmg tk bole lah cik yan ni.. Tapi mmg tau now m seriously bz.. mmg sgt bz.. ndak2 bl my senior left the firm around july tu ari.. mmg mcm lipas kudung lah kan cik yan nk kna settle kn semua sorang.. BUT of cos not really sorang2 lah.. my supporting staff sume ade.. cm life has bn totally hectic 4 me and even much hectic than i used to hv b4.. haihh.. ishh, tk baik mengeluh kn? kn? dl ms praktis kat KL i really wish 2 hv a bz working environment.. hehe.. haa, slh sape?? slh sdri lah kn.. ni lah dia.. bl dh dpt merungut jek.. adooiii.. tp btl tau mmg ms duk KL dl sgt relaxing.. now in JB adoii, klu blk blh nmpk matahari lg tu kira bersyukur sgt lah.. hehehe.. ok lah, actually topik utk post cik yan ni bknlah psl work semata2.. tp cik yan nk bermonolog ttg C.I.N.T.A ~ blh?? hahaha.. tk kuasa lah... tp just 4 sharing lah & 2 certain people yg mmg tk prnah tau ceritera cinta cik yan dolu2 kala bcos people simply accuse me of being choosy.. m ain't perfect.. bla.. bla.. bla.. and bla.. bla.. bla.. so, cik yan ingat cik yan mcm letih sgt nk explain Y this & that.. people won't understand.. they will never try 2 understand.. but 2 me, it is very simple if i put it ths way : bkn semua org bernasib baik utk dpt bahagia.. well3, cik yan sendiri is among d unlucky ;)

~ My love story : Part 1  ~

Kata org cinta itu indah.. indah sgt sampai hidup terbuai2.. ntahkn ye ke idak.. klu yg pnh bcinta myb blh la gbrkn rs terbuai2 tu kn.. angau semcm.. mkn tk kenyang.. tido tk lena.. mndi tk bsh.. aikk, hbs tk mndi ke?? eeuuww.. yuckss.. hehe

Well3.. my fren said i should consider myself very lucky 2 hv taste love.. bcos love smhow has its magic power.. it could do wonders.. well, i do agrees & indeed wen u r in love.. most probably u gonna c rainbows all d time.. Y is tht so?? yelah.. pelangi kn indah.. nmpak cantik jek.. btl tk?? *lets KIV on rainbows

cik yan ni sgt patuh toward my parents.. *cheewahh.. hehehe.. msuk bakul angkat sdri nmpk.. hehe.. btl.. no bluffing.. my parents said i shd finish study 1st.. finish smpai dpt LLB (hons) ye.. then only i can talk abt coupling, dating, etc.. jd ms zmn uni dl bl kwn2 berdating i mmg tk heran langsung.. bcos obedience kn?? mmg sgt obedience ye.. i finish doing my LLB then entering d practising world s a legal practitioner.. b4 tht kna jd budak chamby dl 4 abt 9 mths gitu.. dh lps ethics course & call to the Bar bru confirm jd Cik ye.. sblm tu diaorg panggil nm jek.. hehe *ape kaitan dgn cite cinta ni?? haihh..

oklah, lps dpt license cik yan mmg trs concentrate keje je.. ms tu adik2 pn msh sekolah, so i mmg help my family utk bantu adik2 sekolah.. mmg tkde ms nk pikir psl lovey-dovey ni.. skrg diaorg pn dh bsr pjg & dh ade family sdri.. cik yan jek yg blm.. hehe *ok2, now bru nk msuk my love story yek.. sorry2

oklah my 1st serious relationship mmg sgt mengujakn.. maklumlah, ada org syg kn?? hehe.. seriousnya thp bcinta cik yan ms tu smpai thp dh jumpa org tua & family & dh plan nk ke syurga.. hahaha.. syurga pulak.. sampai jinjang pelamin jek.. lps tu man2 lah cr jln ke syurga kn.. hehe.. ms tu cik yan rs dunia sgt indah.. mmg i see rainbows tau all d time.. he is such a caring guy.. sgt2 caring.. he's there whenever i need him.. sampai cik yan jd sgt depending on him.. wlupn i used 2 b a very independent girl b4 i met him.. yelah, sorang2 kt KL.. all family kat jhr.. so, i mmg sgt berdikari.. kami bercinta mmg bagai nk rak.. bak kt org tua2.. hehe.. tp kn, ku sangka kn pns berpanjangan.. rupanya gerimis.. rupanya gerimis mengundang.. alahai.. jd cerita cinta cik yan tu tk kesampaianlah.. huhh.. sedihhh!! suddenly dia brubah tingkah.. tk reply sms.. tk angkat call 4 abt a week cmtu.. then he sent 1 short sms : "PLS READ YR EMAIL".. ms tu zmn tk bape nk canggih lah kn.. cik yan pn blm subscribe broadband.. so mlm2 hr abt 11 o'clock cmtu i went 2 CC ~ kafe siber lah kn gamaknya.. semata2 nk cek email.. tk sbr punya psl.. Ya Allah.. i read d email dgn juraian air mata.. & i blh ingat d feelin' of sakit ditinggalkn tu sampai mati.. klu frust menonggeng.. mmg itulah dia.. yelah, ktorg tk pnh gaduh.. we r in gd term.. suddenly htr email "kt putus".. wat the heck!! cik yan call dia tk answer, m not satisfied sbb dia mintak break thru email.. apesal?? i nd an answer.. a cogent reason if possible.. where do i go wrong.. ms tu mmg tk blh tink straight.. mcm lagu "separuh jiwaku pergi" mcm tu lah.. hdup tk berdaya.. tk bermaya.. i go to work.. but i can't concentrate.. i can't do anytg at tht moment bcos i used 2 rely on him.. there's 1 day my car broke down tepi jln & i cried bcos i dnt hv him anymore 2 call.. apelah cik yan ni kn.. patut ms tu pnggil lah towing ke ape ke.. ish3.. nangis sbb yr-ex cldn't b there 4 u.. so pathetic btl!! tp mmg lah kn.. i lost my wings.. i lost my hope.. cm i didn't lost my life.. alhamdulillah.. i did ask him to meet me 4 d last 1 but he ignored.. Ya Allah sakitnya hati ms tu.. i cried.. i cried & i cried alot.. & i fell sick bcos of tht.. cd u imagine i beg him thru email.. sms.. i even go 2 his office.. *mmg mcm drama tv btl! i beg him not 2 leave me 4 d sake of my parents.. i want my parents 2 b hp.. bcos they r d most happiest person wen i said : "m gettin' married! ;)" .. tk sanggup nk let my parents sedih.. tk sanggup.. but takdir Tuhan mn mampu cik yan menghalang kn? abt a yr plus mcm tu i'm in my own dimension.. it really took me such a long way 2 heal luka di hati.. ms tu my family & my close frens is very supportive.. they know i could mv forward n turn 2 a new leaf.. it is not easy but alhamdulillah i gain consciousness after sumtime.. hehe.. m hp now, thts Y i cd smile while dictating ths.. but ms tu jgn cerita lah.. menangis berbaldi2.. hahaha.. & after that i ckp dgn dr sdri.. i dnt want to fall in love again... i dnt want to be hurt again.. i dnt want.. i really dnt want.. there goes my rainbows.. babai! hehe

oklah, ckp dl utk 1st part ni.. nnt cik yan sambung 2nd part punya love story yek... soon.. ASAP.. *aikk, tk hbs lg ghopenya.. yelah.. dia ada part 2, part 3.. hehe.. ok, tata!! jumpa lagi.. ;p