cik yan laser.. *laser ke aku??

hai2!! mmg tk hade keje ke hape tah cik yan ni kann?? byk.. byk keje.. hehehe.. taulah.. mmg cik yan tau ni dh entry ke-2 utk hr ni.. nk bape kali entry tah.. just b patient wif me lah yek.. i just feel bad.. sad.. & feel that somethin' is just not rite.. 

Menyandang gelaran sbg pengamal undang2 ni bkn mudah.. byk bnda yg kompleks.. from tiny little matter sampai lah big huge matter.. mcm inseparable lah my career life dgn my own personal life.. jd terlalu memikir dan terlalu byk alasan & jwpn.. apa nk jd lah cik yan.. haizzz

Dalam konteks perbualan pulak.. kdg2 cik yan jd cpt serius.. wlpn i know that m such a hp go lucky person tp klu timing ms tu tk btl.. temperature tk kna.. mmg blh bertikaman lah.. *stakat btikam lidah jek kot.. haha

Kdg2 cik yan pn confuse dgn identiti dr sdri.. OMG.. OMG.. biar btl!! tp mmg.. mmg slalu mcm tu.. haihh.. apelah nk jd dgn ko ni cik yan??

Cabaran plg berat & bsr bg cik yan adalah bl satu2 komunikasi tu tk bjaya.. myb apa yg cik yan cb ckp tk sampai maksudnya.. ataupun cik yan trlalu bertegas.. ataupun cik yan ni terlalu laser.. laser sgt sampai tk blh nak fikir perasaan org.. smhow i feel tht bl cik yan melaser tk tentu hal, byk lah hati2 yg terasa kn.. oh god, pls help me.. pls guide me.. sesungguhnya cik yan tidak sempurna..

So, di petang kala ni.. i remind myself that pls look after yr word.. pls look after yr action.. yg plg ptg tink b4 u act!! but how 2 tink wen it happen spontaniously.. uwaaaaaa.. ssh kn?? ssh bg org mcm cik yan nih..

oklah, serabut lah.. serabut sgt.. mintak ampun dgn Tuhan lah.. nnt cik yan mintak ampun jugak dgn org2 yg tak sengaje cik yan sakitkn hatinya tuh.. blh ke?? blh.. blh.. msti blh.. muka kna tebal skit.. tkpe2, itu lbh baik dr tkde guilty conscious langsung..

so guys.. nk cabutlah.. lg lm lg merepek je cik yan ni menceceh.. huhuhu.. babai T_T

Growing up or Growing old?? erkkk... ;p

Hey ladiess.. ahh sudah.. rs nk nyanyi lagu rossa pulak.. ekekeke.. mcm2 lah cik yan nih.. cpt btl 1 minggu kn?? tup tap tup tap.. dah hr khamis.. rs mcm smlm berisnin biru.. kihkihkih.. direct translation nko.. tkdelah monday blues sgt kn ms last monday tuh.. tp pnt lah dik non.. mcm not enuff rest gitu.. hehehe

Mmg tk dinafikan time really flies.. kn? kn? cpt jek ms berlalu.. tgklah skrg dh end of November.. tk lm lagi Disember.. pstu new year 2013.. adehhh.. 2012 punya cita2 pn tk tercapai lagik nih.. slow lah cik yan ni!! sabo jek lahhh..

Klu tgk btapa cptnya jarum saat tu berdetik setiap hari.. mmg lah semua bnda pn tk terkejar.. tp hdup msti kna ada target kn? bak kt Mr. S cik yan.. hdup msti ada misi.. visi..   apa tah lagi.. nnt jek lah kt rungkai yek.. hehe

Oklah.. ckp psl growing up.. recently my sister got engaged!! my younger sis k.. dh bp kali tah cik yan jd bendul pn tk hingat.. asik kna langkah jek.. hahaha.. so mmg lah kn.. dlm ati ni ckp.. dh bsr adik2 aku.. or on d reverse side shd i say.. dh makin tua aku nihh.. hehehe.. btl jugak kn?? tp no worries.. sbb i awet muda uuu.. jd wlpn jarak memisahkan umur kami tp i dgn diaorg tk nmpk mcm dh tua sgt.. ahhahh.. perasan sudah.. ;p

jeng3.. inilah rupa adik cik yan yg got engaged tu hr.. comel kn? ke manis mcm hakak dia? kihkihkih.. oklah kan.. dia dh bjumpa dgn sang putera dia.. lm jugak lah menyulam kasih bagai sblm decide nak brtunang nih.. tu pn mak yg bsing2.. klu tak.. hmmm.. tk jd juge.. hehe.. yelah kn.. mak mn tk risau kn?? paham2.. tp klu cik yan nih sampai mak pn naik tk paham.. ahahaha

Ni pulak gbr cik yan dgn my very lil' or youngest sis.. kecik2 dia dl pnt cik yan jg ms mak cik yan g work.. tp tkpelah.. gud thing is dat bond ktorg kuat & sgt rapat.. she's only 17 & sgt manja & ngada2.. tk blh ckp lbh skit.. mulalah nk cry.. merajuk sume tuh.. sabo jek lah.. hmmm.. mmg ms blalu pntas.. adik2 pn dh bsr pjg *2 jek pn adik ppuan cik yan.. dh berpunya.. tk lm lg nk kawen.. jd kompomlah m getting older kn?? hahaha.. but i tink age is just a number.. d most important thg is dat.. u r gettin' much wiser.. despite being more matured.. 2 me, i've become much prettier.. ahahahahaha.. tk blh blah... but seriously i am.. ain't joking sbb ms zmn muda2 dl.. m just an ugly duckling if i must say.. tk pcaya?? tk pcaya sudahhh.. bluekkk.. hahaha

ini pulak abah kesayangan ktorg.. abah yg hensem.. abah yg penyayang.. abah yg Tuhan kurniakan utk kami adik beradik.. abah pn dh gettin' older.. tgk abah, mkn sorang2 lps kenduri hr tu.. tb2 rs sebak pulak.. finally we hv 2 left abah.. bygkn lah kami 13 beradik.. sorang2 mengangkat lafaz ijab & qabul.. sedih tau.. sedih sgt.. sbb tu i dun mind 2 accompany my abah.. hahaha *yelah tu cik yan.. ape pon tk bole!!

yg ni tkde kena mengena.. cm cik yan dpt invitation nih recently.. sweet bkn?? the invitation  card speaks 4 itself.. wedding is all about finding yr soulmate.. looking 4 happiness with your sweetheart.. its abt passion, romance, honesty, trust.. and of cos we r talking about 4eva love.. sweet lah.. hehe.. anyway, m soo hp if my sis is hp.. dat most matter.. kn???

& most importantly.. we dun 1 2 b alone in dis wonderful world.. tp not necessarily life partner kn?? kdg2 we just nd a fren.. at least a fren 2 talk 2.. tkdelah sorang2 & rs lonely sgt.. mcm dlm gbr nih.. kosong2.. btl tk?? *kosong sampai org pn tkde nk dduk kt bangku tuh.. hehe

apepon cik yan doakan semua org hp.. bahagia.. ceria.. brulah hidup lbh hebat & lbh manis.. manis mcm penulis nih ye.. ahahahahaha.. layan jek lah korang.. mmg ape pon tk bole la cik yan nih.. hahaha.. oklah, smpai jumpa.. babai ^-^

best ke Legoland?

Hello darling2 semua.. darling?? jgn.. jgn.. baik jgn.. cik yan bkn jual skincare ye tak? takat nk ber'hai2 kat blog yg suam2 kuku ni.. tk hade mknenyalah.. hahaha

Rasanya mcm cik yan tk hade keje jek kan.. dah hari2 nk menghapdet.. haa, menghapdet nko.. kekeke.. mmg kureng sikit keje bl yr end nih.. mklumlah org dh in holidays mood.. sume pospone dulu lah yek.. talking bout holidays.. cik yan mmg tkde plan mengholidayskan dr ye.. stakat nk hbskn cuti thn yg terlebih2 sblm dihapuskan tnpa carry forward tu.. jln dekat2 jek lah.. lgpn bajet pn tkde sgt.. *adehh

Oh ye! korang dh berpeluang pegi Legoland? klu korang cam suka nk pegi tpt yg ala-ala theme park tu oklah kot.. cik yan bt syarat jek.. nnt tk hadelah klu org ty psl Legoland blur2 jek sbb tk pnh jejakkan kaki pdhal Johorian yg bermastautin di JB.. kekeke

So, last week cik yan dh pegi!!! cop2.. bkn pegi main2 yek.. main2 dh mcm budak2 la pulak kn?? cik yan pegi stakat bt pass jek.. annual pass at special rate.. ms tu ade promotion ms grand opening.. so dpt rebat byklah jugak.. annual pass baru RM195.. dtg lah berkali dan mainlah sehendak2nya kn.. pass dia mhl tau.. daily pn around RM140 gitu untuk adult.. klu annual pass ms tkde promotion blh jejak RM275 gitu.. tp hrga tertakluk kpd pihak pengurusan Legoland lah yek.. mn lah tau kot rege dia berubah2.. hehehe

so, ni lah pass cik yan.. taraaaaa *dgn niat bt annual pass cos ramai sgt kwn2 yg dh berjanji nk jln2 jb smbil reunion.. klu depa tk dtg, aku sekeh2!! kihkihkih

So, dptlah annual pass yg kaler kuning nihh... dh mcm kad matriks dh cik yan nengok nye.. hehe.. small in size.. easy 2 carry.. mcm ic kita jek.. handy bkn??

oleh sbb.. chewahhh.. oleh sbb la pulak.. hehe.. yelah, oleh sbb ms sgt mencemburui cik yan ms tu.. cik yan cm bt pass then masuk dlm 10 minit pastu kuar blk.. sbb we r going 2 Nilai on dat day.. dh nm pn annual kn?? org JB plak.. esok2 jek lah cik yan dtg lg.. hehe.. tp guys, if u really wanna go.. pls remember to bring umbrella ke.. pkai cap or hat ke.. cos d weather is extremely hot.. mcm kt USS.. pokoknya pns lah.. sbb dia kwsn bukit yg ditarah & digondolkan dgn jayanye.. weeee.. jd mmg very hot ye.. jgn plak hingat tkpe.. hot bli lah air kn?? mineral ke air hape ke.. mahal yek dik non.. plg murah 5 hengget.. apsal mhl sgt?? cik yan pn tk tau.. myb import dr obersi agaknye.. huhuhu

korang experience lah sdri nnt yek.. tkkn nk telan air liur all day long.. hehehe.. so, before leaving dat Legoland cik yan sempat snap d 1 and only pixca.. & here it is.. ;)

Blh la kn?? bkn model pn.. mn reti nk posing bagai kn?? hehe.. so, tajuk tu tk bape kena.. sbb cik yan pn tk pasti nk jwb best ke tak.. overall it is a theme park.. perhaps mmg best & korang blh enjoy.. oh ye, be reminded utk pakai flat shoes ye.. jauh pjlanan dik non.. hehe

so guys, hp visit 2 d 1 & only Legoland Malaysia.. TATA ^-^

Alhamdulillah... TQ Ya Allah ^-^

Alhamdulillah.. after sumtime, cik yan ada peluang untuk menulis lagi.. syukur pada Tuhan yang memberikan segala rahmat ke atas hambamu ini.. Tak banyak sgt idea cik yan nk tulis pn.. mcm tepu pulak otak nih.. nk kata byk memikir, tkdelah byk sgt.. cm kadang2 terlebih stress jek kot.. hr2 nak migrain.. too much caffeine perhaps.. tp serius, cik yan tk blh hidup tnpa kafein.. ehh, tkdelah smpi thp tk blh hdup kn?? menipu beno bunyi nye.. oklah.. surviving tp life mcm incomplete gitu.. pulakk?? hehe

Semalam Birthday Sultan kitaorg.. Sultan Johor.. ape kaitannya?? mmg lah tkde kaitan.. tp smlm ktorg tk pyh keja.. hehehe.. syok dh tu.. so plan lah nk pegi jln2 dgn adik.. tgk muvi ke.. karaok ke.. ape ke. ktorg choose leisure mall sbb klu lalu hway EDL tu dkt jek dgn rumah.. mls lah nk jln2 yg jauh kn.. bkn ada mood sgt pn.. tp mmg lah lupa tau.. klu time Sultan sambut birthday mn lah bukak tempat2 tu.. haihhhh.. jd lps pusing2 kt giant bli sum foods supply utk stok 2 / 3 hari.. ktorg g mkn jek lah.. nk ubat hati yg kuciwa ni kn.. hehehe.. cik yan tkdelah mkn sgt.. i ordered ipoh noodle soup.. sedappp.. tp tk lalu.. pdhal my favorite tuhhh.. so, ended up mnum air jek dekat 2 gelas.. yg ni perangai tk senonoh.. mak slalu marah klu cik yan bt mcm nih.. mcm dlm gbr nih.. hehehe

klu mak cik yan tau.. mau bising dia.. alahaiii anak bertuah sorang ni.. hehehe..

oh ye, sbnrnya bkn psl post ni semata2.. last week cik yan tgk muvi lama "in her shoes" dlm cite tu ade Cameron Diaz yg cun tu.. tp bkn psl si CD yg cik yan nk ckp.. cik yan nk ckp & quote blk poem yg dia read ms wedding kwn dia.. suka lah poem tu.. suka sgt..

it's a well-loved poem by E.E. Cummings, "I Carry Your Heart with Me"

Y i like it?? because of the poem itself.. & bcoz how much that particular person meant 2 u.. and now i shall quote :

I Carry Your Heart With Me

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart

i am never without it
anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling

i fear no fate
for you are my fate, my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world, my true

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart

i carry it in my heart

by E.E. Cummings

sweet bukan?? mmg sweet sgt.. when i read it, i read it wholeheartedly.. i read it as i really mean it.. hopefully my someone special will appreciate it.. ms CD read over the poem, she read it with a tears & even wen i read it, i really feel smtg inside.. *alhamdulillah, TQ Ya Allah 4 dis wonderful feelin'.. & it is kind of sweet kn?.. manis.. manis mcm cik yan.. hahaha ;p

ahh sudahhh.. cik yan, cik yan.. mmg ape pon tk bole..

ok guys, sampai jumpa lg.. TATA ^-^

Cinta lagi... hmmm.. Lagi2 cinta..

cik yan mmg ttp cik yan.. tk hbs2 dgn cerita cinta kan?? ape blh bt.. itu kan normal.. lumrah kan?? epilog cinta yg penuh kelukaan pn ade.. hmmm.. mcm2 ade.. eh, cik yan suka lah lagu ni.. lagu hafiz dgn dato' CT.. muara hati yg jd OST adam n hawa tuhh.. smhow.. i feel so connected with d lyrics.. cheewahh.. ahaha.. k lah lyn video ni ye.. cik yan pn nak lyn perasaan sampai perasannn.. ahahahaha

Cinta terpisah ruang waktu
Tetap cinta bersatu dalam hatiku
Walau raga kita tak mungkin bersama
Ku yakini hati kan tetap setia

Ku percaya ke mana pun kau berjalan
Suara cinta menuntunmu kepadaku
Kerna bila cinta sudah bersenandung
Takkan terpisah hati

Demi cinta dalam hatimu
Ku yakin engkau untukku
Meski jejak pisahkan kita
Cinta kan bawa kembali padamu

Aku ada kerna engkau ada
Tercipta hatiku hanyalah untukmu
Jalanku pertunjuk padamu
Ke mana pun kan pasti kembali...

i didn't insert the last para of d lyric bcos bl sampai kat dat part.. i was wonderin' are u sure dat "ke mana pun kan pasti kembali?"

danggg!! tb2 cik yan rs not sure lah kawan.. jd klu tk sure mcm mn nk merasuk kan?? entahlah.. ssh nk ckp lah.. tk pyh ckp lah kan.. itu lbh baik.. it's time 4 me 2 stop tinkin' perhaps.. sudah2 lah tuhh.. haihhh

mengeluh jek cik yan ni.. tak baik lahh.. itupun tk tau kan.. biarlah cik yan terjun dgn labu2nya yek.. ahahaha.. oklah chowcincau, babai ^_^

Mungkinkah Cinta...

Menjengah blog dh jd mcm rutin pulak.. wlpn tk meninggalkan sbrg coretan.. i just do blog walking.. jln2.. intai2 blog org.. jd silent reader.. *ampunnn.. punyalah mls nk komen ke hape ke kn.. Lately ni cik yan rs mcm tk btl skit.. lps tu post psl cinta lah.. apelah.. pokoknya yg berkisar psl cinta jek lah.. dr kisah2 cinta yg dh berkubur sampailah kisah cinta yg baru berputik.. ishh, geli lah pulak.. hahaha.. cinta yang baru bertapak lah ye.. tk bape nk geli sgt.. hehe.. *suke ati ko lah yan!

oklah, ckp psl cinta.. mmg cik yan tk nafikan bl lps2 clash mmg tk ingin nk bercinta lg.. tk heran pn, klu blh cik yan ungkapkn begitu.. mmg tk heran sbb dh serik konon2 nya.. infact bl cik yan wrote on my earlier entry i did promise that i'll write on my Love Story ~ Part 2, 3, 4 and so on.. hahaha.. punyalah byk kn?? tkdelah byk.. byk yg hampeh jek.. tp feel tu blm dtg laa.. mls pn ye nk flash back memory ni.. silap2 tkde langsung psl entri2 tu.. hahaha.. mmg hampehlah cik yan ni..

anyway, psl cinta & prsn ni mmg ssh di duga kn? mulut ckp tk suka tp hati dh suka pn ssh juga.. mulut ckp dh serik tp hati merelakan. adooiii, mmg parah.. Nak dijadikan cerita recently bl ade org approach cik yan, mmg tk terkesan sgt sbb kt still tot of those past love history yg amat2 menyakitkan & memilukan.. eh, dh jd mcm lagu ezad plak.. hahaha

But how 2 say.. hmmm.. lbh kurang mcm giving him and me a chance lah.. to love & be loved.. takut sbnrnya tapi cik yan mencuba dgn gigih utk rs bahagia.. apepn yg berlaku cik yan mmg harap spaya cik yan jd lbh kuat, lbh tabah & percaya Tuhan mmg sygkn cik yan.. insyaallah..

At this moment i tot of this song :

 Kembali – Akim/Stacy

Berangan2 sekejap kan?? ape jelah cik yan.. & i blv he is most probably singing ths song.. klu dia tk nyanyi pn.. tp dia ckp mcm ni lah lbh kurang.. hehe.. alah, lagu ni:

Babak Cinta - Tengku Adil


ahahahaha... perasanlah sgt cik yan.. tp, suka2 jugak.. beringat2 jugak kn.. hopefully i dnt hv 2 be in dis song:

Pelangi Senja - Stacy

Adooii.. klu sampai jd cmni cmne ekh?? haihhh.. mungkin ms tu i'll put kesinambungan ceritera cinta kot.. i'll pray for happiness.. i really pray for it.. amin2 Ya Allah..

~The End~ ^^,

Hati oh Hati...

i know that i've put my entry on WW earlier.. itu cik yan tau.. but it just that i feel smthg is not rite.. yup, sthg is certainly not rite wif my heart.. ada suka, tp ada juga duka.. ada senda, tp ada juga luka.. hati oh hati.. bertabahlah dikau wlu apa pn yg terjadi.. recently i watched samarinda slot @TV3.. Titled: Saiful Nita.. i blv still on air bcoz i hardly had d chance 2 watch it.. i like d song they played.. it really suits my feelin' at dis moment of time.. it explains sumhow.. haihhh 

semudah cukup hatiku dilukai sekian lama rasa tak dihargai

sampai bila harus aku menanti saat indah setelah dikau pergi

inginku hapus semua rasa mencengkam ini

hanya padamu ku meminta aku pasrah

hilangkan rasa gundahku hilangkan rasa dukakku

hilangkanlah segalanya ku tak ingin sakit lagi

hilangkan kekosonganku hilangkan keasinganku

hilangkanlah segalanya ku tak ingin lara lagi
hilangkanlah segalanya
ku menanti saat sinar mentari ku menanti cahaya dalam hati
inginku gapai bintang yang gemerlapan agar terang jiwa yang kegelapan
inginku hapus semua rasa mencengkam ini
hanya padamu ku meminta aku pasrah..

Ye.. cik yan mmg pasrah.. pasrah pd yang Maha Esa.. semoga dia sentiasa melindungi hamba yang lemah lagi kerdil ini.. amin2.. ya rabb.. ;)